stayin put at hm todae...IM SICK...AHHH...got a fever last nite durin work...then return hm early...about 7plus...hai...me being so suddenly sick had gif store trouble...haf to find last min replacement for my this mornin's shift...SO PAISEH...haiyOoO...why muz be sick ar...so WEAK de...haha...but like being sick also...everyone suddenly so care about u...>_<...hahaha...tok to dear on the fone durin my break time yesterdae...told him im sick...he kept askin me go see doc...but i dun wan...dunno why...hear his voice le then i cry le...arrrr....so USelesS!!!!...buei da han!!!...anyways my executive help me do mornin shift for me...hai...so trouble her le...said my thanks to her le...hai...reach yishun control then meet dear...passed the keys to my executive then walk to northpoint...hai...feelin so 'nua' and jelly...cant stand and walk properly...hai...reached hm le...then dear go for his bball...aksed him to be careful...then headed hm and bathie...then slzzp...drank the herb thing my mother made for me...so gan dongx...hai...feelin whole body was burnin...so freakin hot...arrr...eaten a pill and felt ok le...now feelin 100% OK le...haha...sorrie for makin dear so worried...hai...actually going for a BBQ session...(karen's sis bdae)...wif my auntie tonite...but dear ask me to rest at hm...then nvm lor...anyways my cousin and little niece not going...and my karen dear also not going until 10plus...so late le...bet cant see her at there...haha...so stay at hm...watch tv and bloggin...hohoho...jux read karen's blog...sounded abit stressful...hai...karen...even thou cant help u much in solvin ur probs...but will still be here if u wan a listenin ear...dun keep things to urself too much...cant really tok well or gif gd advice in relationship probs...no matter wat me...ur galfrens will be wif u de...hai...take carez...studies more impt...hai...feel abit useless as a fren...cant seem to help her much...arrr...kk next time then blog...dunno when will be as free as todae to blog le...hai...work work work...snatchin me of my free time...time to change job...a more relaxin and flexible one...haa...to be continued..............XD...MuacK...

had taken the withdrawal letter from sch yesterdae le...going to submit the form on mondae...b4 sch reopens...hai...got alot to do leh...returnin of sch admin card...ez link card...wateva eva...so troublesome...hai...stoppin sch for a yr is so xin ku leh...seein others can study...hai...haha...but think dat time doesnt really matter ba...as long as do ur best can le~!...hee...everyone ganBattE neh~!!...hahaha...waitin 4 next yr's enrolment exercise...going to another polytechnic to study design course...angels gif me luck orh~!!...hee...>.<...25th june 04...haha...5th month wif dear le...so happie...hee...dear *^*wo ai ni*^*...hahaha...*^*lurVe ya*^*...heheheee...hai...decide to do a makeover of myself...haha...change myself...hairstlye...skin...color...hohoho...slim down abit also...been eatin lotxa fat fast food...so fffat le...haha...diet diet!!...haha...kk everyone stay cheerie...haha...bye!!...luv u...

finally can online le~!!...update this tab...haha...so so long nv update le...hahaha...paiseh paiseh~...this few weeks always kana nite shift...so reach hm real late de...hai...bobian...haha...todae dunno wat happen leh...the MRT train service towards jurong via woodlands is disrupted...wadahell...-.=...actually plannin to take train from cck dat side to yishun de...called dear...then he sae take train to seng kang then take 965 bus faster...hai...tot is faster way hm...but hor...T________________T...by the time i reach sengkang by train...already no bus le...ahhhhh...but dear already on the way in bus to seng kang liao...-.-...haha...no choice...we take cab lor...haha...we saw a comfort cab...then dear sae citycab de more cheaper in midnite charge de...then we go 7-11 buy drink...haha...try to wait until the citycab's available...haha...so kiasu...like auntie uncle de...hee...XD...hai~~...when we reach yishun...the train is ok le...knsSsSs...waste 10dolla...hai...feel very gan dongx...hee...cuz so late le dear still cum and find me then take me hm...hai~~...dear...ai ni ai ni ai ni ai si ni le~!!!...hahaha...sian leh...tomoro haf to work...nite again...-.-...ahhh...dun feel like workin...haha...left some apples in store jux now...tomoro going to eat it all up!...haha...stoppin here le ba...hee...dunno when can update again...next week all nite again...hai...haha...nitex nitex...wan an~...MuaCk...>_<...haha...XD...

hahaha...tonite dear gif me a surprise neh...walkin hm together...from work...tok tok tok...haha...then dear ask me turn around and dun peek at him...-.-...very obvious leh...hee...then i knew le...cuz b4 dat we're tokin about clothes...then he ask me levis good or nike betta...i sae levis...haha...then i knew it ...dear bought the levis501 pink color collar top 4 me...ahhhhhhhhhhh...haha...happie until SiaO liao...keep smilin till like hell...dear sae my face very red...baahahahaha...hee...tried the shirt jux now...abit tight on top...think go changin a size bigger wif dear...hee...doesnt matter...cuz i like it very very much!!...haha...THAnkX deAR!!...LovE yA LotX...!!!...haha...happie happie...feel so xin fu...ahaha...hai...dunno my appeal how le...thou the person ask me to wait 4 few weeks...but cant seem to wait leh...feel nervous...hai...appeal ar appeal...u drivin me crazie leh...hee...been askin myself to TakE IT eaSY...haha...think +tively...haha...dear bdae cumin le...still dunno how to celebrate it wif his frenz leh...haha...dear orh...haha...got an offdae on tuesdae...going to cut my hair again...hee...maybe cut fringe??...or cut short all...haha...see 1st ba~~~~...then will be going out wif dear later in the dae...hee...go shoppin...buy lotxa thingx...haha...shop the hell out of me...hee..mayBE lar...got not much money to shop like siao also...ahhhhhaaa....haiya...window shoppin BEST lar...see no buy...-.-...haha...hai...wan to slzzp liao...haha...next time then update ba~...if im online...haha....~NitEx~...**may AngeLx bE OveR ya aNd giVin ya XweET drEemX toNiteX**...

made up my mind le...changin course to nursin...haix...big change huh...from IT to Health science...can tell dat my frenx gif me a feelin dat me siao...discuss wif parents...both sae up to me...dear also sae dat...karen dear also sae dat...ah jie also...everyone also sae dat...hai...feelin abit pressurized...m i makin the right decision?...got the passion & interest in nursin course...but heard from my fren dat its not an easy job...unless u really study hard like siao...got lotsa thingx to learn...jux gone to sch this mornin with my fren...looked for director of IT...tok to him awhile...askin how to change course...whether i still haf chance to get in the course this yr...scared scared...really haf to wait another yr...then can get in...cant contact my personal mentor...-.-...got nothing to sae...leave him message...also nv call back de...4get it le... got help from my executive 4 writin the letter 4 me...so good...promise will treat her some dae...haha...haix...dunno why...but feelin abit shaken...maybe cuz of peers ba...my ah jie like sad sad de when i told her about wantin to quit the current course...will still keep in touch wif her even thou i quit dat course de...haix...but still like sian sian one...should i really quit mah?...if i cant get into nursin...then i will haf to quit sch le...haix...can somebody gif me a ans~~...fustrated to death le...arrrrr...sha le wo ba...XP...haixxx...maybe dun think so much 1st ba...see if i can confirm get into nursin then sae ba...tomoro going sch to hand in the letter le...arr...feelin so rushed now...confused..mixed feelin...pressure...wateva...going siao liao...jux now log into my friendster...every testimonial is being ERASED...WADAHELL...left only one...pathetic...friendster SuX...not going into dat thing again eva...4get about it le...lost everything anyways...SuX like heLL...sianx...hopin dat everything about sch will get over now...makin me mad le...hai...lucky jux now after sch...gone out wif dear...haha...cheered me up a little ba~...hee...went shaw lido and watch Van Helsing...hahaha...finally get to watch it le...waited like wat...hee...vampires are so chio one...1st time i noe...haha...werewolves are cool also...the way they tear their skin off and turn into beast...haha...so "man" wor...hahaha...not bad lar...abit sad in the end...cuz the leadin actress died...-.-...hee...but overall ok lar...still enjoy the show...haha...haixxx...dun wan to think about anything le...jux wan to get thingx done quickly & over...-.-...dat it lar...stoppin here ba...nitex~...